sorry for my lack of set making and replying to messages. i'm usually on the app kik. if anybody urgently needs to talk to me and i'm not replying i'm most likely on that. my user is the same as my polyvore one so if anybody needs to talk just message me there.
tough week, my best friend was supposed to be celebrating her birthday today. she's eight years dead. been rough i guess... very emotional but i'll put a smile on my face for her. happy birthday beautiful.
i don't like who i've turned into... i need an attitude change. i'm so sorry. i'm not being nice to a lot of people and i don't like the image i'm giving off. underneath this shiitty personality is a caring girl, i swear. she's just a bit lost. life just breaks me, things can bring out my ugly side. i'm changing because i need to be strong, i'm letting people know that i can be tough but it's not good. i don't know where i stand because i don't want people thinking that they can put me down, i need to stand up for myself without being a bittch. where is the middle?
ugh, anyways i just put myself in a bad mood. when am i in a good mood anymore? seriously.. okay somebody just kik me. or message me. it'll mean a lot. and do my crushtag www.thiscrush.com/~alexgomezanon ; i want to try something. if you've actually read all this comment below saying chicken nuggets are amazing. this should be fun. okay so i'm going now.